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These five essays are one story. A child’s body learns the world is unsafe. A child’s faith asks where God goes on Mondays. A man’s fatherhood shatters his last illusion of control. A man’s vocation is reborn from his own wreckage. And every quiet night, the tension remains — not resolved, just held.
Read them in order. They are the spine of everything else on this site.
The five stories
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The Playground
At seven, a missionary kid learns that being good and smart will not keep him safe.
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The Dog in the Lake
On the walk to school, cruelty raises the question that still shapes his faith: where is Jesus on Mondays?
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The Ceramic Floor
As a father, the last illusion of control breaks—and theology runs out of words.
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The Weight I Couldn’t Carry
Decades of proving worth give way to a simpler calling: tell the truth about what happened.
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Trust at 4AM
The wound is not healed. It is held—and that ongoing tension is part of the testimony.