July 1st, 2025

Choosing Faithfulness over Anxiety

I just opened an article analyzing the current AI adoption penetration in the market, the ongoing investment level from major tech companies, and the potential upside for investors despite worries about the future. Immediately, my eyes began to lose focus, I started to think, this is what I should be writing about. Am I positioning myself for this reality?

And I mentally threw my hands up. I just don’t care!

Yes, I’m worried about my job going forward. Yes, I have less mental energy and drive to invest in writing software than I ever have had.

Am I taking a wrong turn? Do I just keep showing up to everything I feel God is leading me towards and not worry? That’s the right thing to do. But I can doubt everything. Including His leading.

Where next?

Open a code editor, write code. Commit my worries to God, my provider.

There is nothing else to do today.

Harvey A. Ramer
Harvey A. Ramer
Harvey tells the truth about living by faith when faith feels hard. Writing from central Florida, he explores how doubt and trust can coexist, how work can serve calling, and how ordinary struggles become places where God shows up.